Anonymous asked: You have a boyfriend or someone you're interested in?
I’m not in a relationship, but I am very close to and still having sex with my ex-boyfriend. As for being interested in anyone, not really. I sort of had a crush at one point, but that guy made me feel so terrible about myself just by existing that I just end up thinking that he’s a douche bag. The only times I really thought about him is when I’m feeling extremely insecure and down on myself. I have no idea where that connection comes from, or why I only think about it when I feel fat and ugly…
While my ex and I aren’t really together, I still wouldn’t try to be with anyone while we’re in our… Whatever we’re in. Friends with benefits? I think it’s more than that. It means more than that to me.
Yes, I know this is you Adrian. And I do mean it, I truly cherish our time together. It isn’t just sex. Not at all…
